(Source: bluelist, via scuffmyshoes)
never trust anyone. even if they are the closest person to you and they make you truly believe that they are an honest and good person. Everyone has evil within and everyone has the capability to hurt you. I realized last night i’m going to be hurt; it may not be tomorrow or next month, but in the future i’m going to be hurt because people lie. They tell you things that are not true to make you happy, but its not true happiness its fake happiness because that one thing they said that made you happy was fake. Im scared to be hurt because I haven’t been hurt in such a long time, and when I am hurt I know exactly what is going to happen; im going to go back to my old ways of madness. Madness; how could I let myself become so involved in something, in someone that they can drive me to madness. How the fuck did i let this happen?
ever had a day where everything goes wrong and everything sucks….well that’s today.